This essay was part of my honor’s thesis. I wrote it in fall 2010. The person about whom I wrote it epitomizes for me what it is to give one’s utmost in care-labor – as a teacher, a learner, a writer, an advocate, and a real friend.
A week
into the fall 2009 semester, I emailed a professor I had never met to ask if he
would consider overseeing my directed studies, to start immediately. My son, Justin, newly in his class, said that Dan’s lectures had fully lived up to the rave reviews he'd heard from
others. He told me about Dan's wider
conceptions regarding what constitutes literature, which caught my
interest. Already swamped, Dan warned me that he probably could not, but invited me to at least come and talk with him.
I did, and
he took on yet more work – work for which he was not paid and had every
justification to turn down. Though he
never said so, this cut further into his own time to write and publish – a
necessity for obtaining a tenure-track position, which he did not have. Dan met with me, often weekly, for an hour or
more. He met with many other students, also. He listened to our stories, suggested
projects, recommended books, with the same kind of passion which drove his
lectures. Frequently, a line of people waited in the hall to talk with him. Before and after office hours, and on days he
didn't even have office hours, Dan talked with us.
When I
used the words 'moral' and 'morality' in academic writing, he circled them,
asking me to define them. “What does he mean, define them?” I sometimes
ranted to anyone listening in my home.
“Don't the words have accepted meanings?
English professors are so obsessed with words!”
Although
he finds the words sometimes problematic, when Dan teaches Adventures of
Huckleberry Finn in American Literature, he calls a point in the story “the
moral center of the novel” and “the moral center of American literature.” When he taught Huck Finn to our class,
he told us that he loved the novel and expressed how much it meant to him. On the day he lectured about this point in
the story, he warned us that he's very emotional about it, that at times he has
even started to cry when speaking about it to classes.
I will try
to respond now with a definition by working through that “moral center.” The novel, our teacher's response to it, and
his relationship with us are all bound to my conception of morality and a moral
education.
In these
moments of the story, Huck must choose and act upon his own definition of
moral. Like all corrupt societies, his
has appropriated the vocabulary for goodness.
The dominant definitions conveniently benefit those in positions to
insist upon their moral scripts. Their norms, rules, and laws enable those who
make and uphold those codes to exploit and own human beings. Justifying this requires a conception of the
exploited and owned as 'less than' and 'other.'
Huck's relationship with Jim exposes the lie of this 'inferiority' and
the lack of any just foundation for slavery.
Unexposed to abolitionist rhetoric, forced to face these ethical chasms
on his own, Huck must feel his way to his morality.
Finding tbat the king has sold Jim, Huck is bitterly angry and hurt that after all he and
Jim “done for them scoundrels … they could have the heart to … make [Jim] a
slave again all his life, and amongst strangers, too, for forty dirty dollars.” Though he doesn't realize it, Huck's own
moral code is already in force when he links their hearts with their actions in
the common expression, “have the heart to...”
Selling Jim 'cheap' emphasizes their hardheartedness. The king and duke are “scoundrels” because their
journeys with others leave them unmoved and unattached.
In
contrast, Huck binds to and empathizes with Jim because of their journey
together. Horrified that Jim will be a
slave among people with whom he doesn’t even have a relationship, Huck thinks to
get word to Jim's former owner to reclaim him, but dismisses the idea, afraid
she'll be angry at Jim for running away, and still sell him. Or if not,
she'd take it out on Jim because
“everybody naturally despises an ungrateful nigger.” On one level, Huck
swallows his society's logic: a black slave taking his freedom is by definition
ungrateful, and to be ungrateful means people “naturally despise” him. But
without calling it wrong, Huck bypasses the logic to align himself with Jim:
“they'd make Jim feel it all the time, and so he'd feel ornery and
disgraced.” He accepts their code of
norms as he would a force of nature, but Huck's feelings remain with Jim's.
The
empathy and action arising from that bond clash with his society's code as a
determiner of moral action for Huck.
Imagining his humiliation when people back home find out he helped Jim,
Huck then feels guilty because he is in that moment thinking of himself instead
of Jim in making this decision.
But
because guilt is so enmeshed with his society's moral code, the guilt itself loops
him back to that code. Mulling over how white society would see what he's done,
Huck starts to accept their evaluation of it as “low-down.” The just
“consequences,” it follows, are that he deserves to be found out. But the emphasis is on the dominant society's
assessment of him rather than his
affinity with them. If someone from home
knew he'd “helped a nigger to get his freedom,”says Huck, he'd “be ready to get
down and lick his boots for shame.” The
more he dwells on this, “the more my conscience went to grinding me, and the
more wicked and low-down and ornery I got to feeling.”
What he
calls his “conscience,” however, is his society's morality. When he starts to
internalize their morals, he feels guilt, shame, a grinding on himself, wicked,
low-down. But that never means empathizing with them the way he does with
Jim. Huck's emotional response mirrors
the nature of the hierarchical code; he doesn't imagine how it feels to be one
of those people; he only knows how they make him feel. Connecting his guilt to the religious
doctrines he's been taught, Huck says, “my wickedness was being watched all the
time from up there in heaven, whilst I was stealing a poor old woman's nigger
that hadn't ever done me no harm.” But even here, he is not actually
empathizing with this “poor old woman;” he is lecturing himself, calling
himself 'wicked,' in the words and tone he knows his society would use on him.
The 'God'
watching him is a supernatural magnification of his society's values,
terrifying Huck. He thinks, had he gone
to Sunday school, he'd have learned “that people that acts as I'd been acting
about the nigger goes to everlasting fire.”
Huck has not objectified and dehumanized Jim as “the nigger” and “a poor
old woman's nigger” since they began their journey down river. But in Huck's head, white society is now
inserting itself between him and Jim.
And the salvation that society's morality points to, like its
condemnation, centers on the individual.
If Huck continues in relationship with Jim, its code says he will burn
forever. The major elements of his
society's morality are conformity, fear, and a selfish focus on individual
reward. Others become objects who either
augment or reduce one's own attainment of salvation. Their values are at odds
with relationship, empathy, solidarity, and caretaking.
In his
guilt and terror, Huck decides to pray.
He kneels down, but can produce no words. And then he knows why.
It warn't no use to try
and hide it from Him. Nor from me,
neither … my heart warn't right … I
warn't square … I was playing double.
I was letting on to give up sin, but away inside of me I was
holding on to the biggest one of all. I
was trying to make my mouth say I would do the right thing and the clean
thing, and go and write to that nigger's owner and tell where he was; but deep
down in me, I knowed it was a lie – and He knowed it. You can't pray a lie – I found that out.
Who is “Him” and who is “me” from whom
Huck can't hide his duplicity? All along
Huck has lied to people in his society when he had to, for his own sake or for
Jim's. But this 'Him' cannot be
fooled. This 'God' is the omniscient
manifestation of Huck's society, a society in which the “biggest sin of all” is
to love another person more than that society's non-relational code of 'right,'
founded upon the lie of the 'inferiority' of some – to love that person enough
to break the rules for the good of the person.
Huck's “me” never had to directly 'talk' to society's code
before, because the people he lied to couldn't see through to that “me.” Prayer, however, is direct communication between
Huck and the personified reality of that society's morality. And “me” is Huck's true conscience,
his own code of morality, his heart.
His
society's definition of “right” and “clean” has been fighting to invade Huck's
own sense of goodness, a goodness which is enacted rather than
articulated. But with the embodiment of
his society's morality into 'God' which Huck's “me” would speak to, the
two codes are distinct again. And he
knows that to speak to that code directly is to submit to it, because although
he senses the wrong in that society, it owns the words for goodness. He doesn't
know how to reclaim those words. But he
cannot submit.
Huck's way
out is to instead pretend to communicate with a regular person in his society,
someone he can lie to, who can't see his “me” and with whom his
conscience won't have to speak. Even
before he writes the letter to Miss Watson to tell her where Jim is, he feels
“as light as a feather … my troubles all gone.”
It is pretend communication because unless that letter is sent, there is
no action; Huck can rest in an in-between place for a short time, where the two
moralities do not have to confront each other.
Naturally,
he puts off praying. In this space before prayer, Huck is free again, on the
raft, where lies are unnecessary, where he's not forced to face the shores of
his society's moral codes. He thinks
“how near I come to being lost and going to hell,” and we as readers know how
near he is to being lost, how he's resting right on the edge of it.
Then he
begins to remember Jim in his totality. Sitting there with the paper laid down,
recalling their trip down river, Huck envisions Jim before him day and night,
talking, singing, laughing. He thinks of
all Jim has done for him, the extra watches so Huck could sleep, “how good he
always was.” Huck remembers how glad Jim was to see Huck when he thought Huck
was lost; how, when Huck lied to save him, Jim was “so grateful, and said I was
the best friend old Jim ever had in the world, and the only one he's got
now.”
The Greeks
called this philia (“brotherly love” or “fellowship”), and Aristotle
described it as “character-friendship” and “intimate friendship.” The most important philia in
Aristotelian terms is 'friendship of the good,' a friendship that forms because
“one distinctly recognizes the moral goodness of the similar life and similar
activities of another person” (Cooper 345-354).
Jim has called
Huck his “best friend.” In his
re-creation of their journey, Huck has called Jim “good,” a seemingly simple
naming act which naturally flows from reliving their relationship, but which
nonetheless inherently contradicts what his society calls “good.” A slaveholder might say his slave is “good,”
in the way someone says a piece of equipment is “good,” meaning she/he/it
serves the purpose well. But Huck calls
Jim “good” as a friend and a person, an equal.
Then he
sees the letter and holds it, “trembling, because I'd got to decide, forever,
betwixt two things.” That pretend communication allowed Huck to step back from
the confrontation between the immoral society and his conscience, to drift
again in that liminal space, the psyche's river. And so the letter itself became, for that
little while, a kind of raft. But now
that means of temporary escape from the confrontation of moralities has
metamorphosed into the material focal point itself of the confrontation. What he does with the paper in his hand
decides the course of the rest of Jim's life as well as his own. Those written
words mirror the lie of the written documents which claim ownership of some
human beings by other human beings. Huck must face up to the power of words
themselves as action, both the written words in his letter, and the words he
will use to respond to the choice before him.
The only
words needed are those which affirm his relationship with Jim and reject his
society's appropriation of his conscience. “All right, then, I'll go to
hell,” he says, needing no elaborate arguments to disprove that society's
code. Its morality is hollow at its
core, resting only upon administered punishments and rewards not rooted in
relationship, on what is best for each person, but only in a system which makes
salvation itself a limited resource with some winning and others, like Jim,
losing. Purporting to be objective, it indeed turns people into objects and
commodities. This morality collapses in on itself, having nothing inherently
good to support it – only authoritarian hierarchy, not love. Selfishness is its only motivator. Unlike theirs, Huck's morality is subjective,
rooted in relationship; it not only develops through philia, but philia
is that morality.
Convinced
that throwing in his lot with Jim means he is bound for an eternity in hell, he
nonetheless essentially says, “Do with me what you will,” and chooses
relationship. When Huck faces the pinnacle of that hierarchical morality,
taking the punishment instead of the reward, the code has no further claim on
him, which is why the decision is, as he knows, “forever.”
Huck then
tears up the letter, rejecting the fiction it supports, and is in “whole hog,”
ready to do whatever he can to help Jim escape.
After that, there are no more rafts, no time on the river for Huck and
Jim, because the in-between space is gone. Huck is back in society, back on
shore, ready to act. (Twain, Norton
Anthology of American Literature 244-247).
***
We
recognize morality in those moments when someone must choose between good and
bad, and act on that choice. The most
dramatic demonstrations of this morality are in acts of 'rescuing' in which the
would-be rescuers put themselves at risk in the attempt to save another. And the moral actions many of us most honor
and love are those which oppose the dominant immoral group or society
surrounding the rescuers. Huck's choice
exemplifies this.
Fundamental
questions arise from these moral acts.
How do rescuers know to do the right thing when the message from those
around them is that their rescuing is wrong?
Do we believe in any conceptions of 'rightness' beyond the contextual
ethics of our own societies? Or, to
relate this back to Huck, is Huck's choice in any sense universally right, or
is it only right in our opinion, and wrong in the opinion of, for example, the
legal system in his time?
If
rescuers can identify 'right' as 'right' (a huge 'if'), what makes the
difference between those who act and those who don't? Are these moral acts merely acts of self-sacrifice,
or can they also involve individuals acting to save themselves?
How do we
apply these lessons or conceptions in our own times? Can we characterize our society now as
predominantly moral or immoral, or is there no way to answer such a question? Is it possible to teach and learn in ways
which cultivate our abilities to recognize and resist an immoral society? And can we go further, consciously creating a
moral society, so that doing the right thing would not have to mean acting in
opposition? How do we create a society
conducive to caring for others, particularly the vulnerable and previously
oppressed?
One way
into these questions is through the lens of someone we could call the
antithesis of Huck: Nazi leader Adolph Eichmann. Mark Twain described Huck's choice this way:
“a sound heart and a deformed conscience come into collision and conscience
suffers defeat” (Hutchinson 128).
Attempting to act on conscience without heart seems close to what
Eichmann did. In a post-trial statement
before his execution, Eichmann claimed he had “never been a Jew-hater, and he
had never willed the murder of human beings.
His guilt came from his obedience, and obedience is praised as a virtue”
(Arendt 247). During the trial, Eichmann
thought that his complete conformity would absolve him, proving his lack of
corruption. “No exceptions – this was
the proof that he had always acted against his 'inclinations,' whether they
were sentimental or inspired by interest, that he had always done his 'duty'”(137). Was it, in fact, fair to hold him accountable
in these circumstances? Hannah Arendt
points out:
What we have demanded in
these trials … is that human beings be capable of telling right from wrong even
when all they have to guide them is their own judgment, which, moreover,
happens to be completely at odds with what they must regard as the unanimous
opinion of all those around them. (294).
But of
course, had Eichmann chosen not to arrange for the extermination of millions of
people, he would not have been at odds with “the unanimous opinion of all those
around him,” and he knew this. He would not have been at odds with the opinions
of the millions being killed. Taking a stand against the horrendous treatment
of some by many others does not require a person to stand alone; it
requires him to stand with those being categorized as 'less than' and
'other.'
And
although I think I understand what Twain was getting at in positioning heart
and conscience against one another, I believe that there is no conscience apart
from heart. Consider the etymology of
conscience: “innermost thoughts, desires, intentions, feelings … knowledge
within oneself, sense of right, a moral sense.” The question comes down to who and what
we love and do not love.
Thus, for
Eichmann, “the personal element undoubtedly involved was not fanaticism, it was
his genuine 'boundless and immoderate admiration for Hitler'” (Arendt 149).
Even when Germany was clearly losing the war and Himmler tried to save himself
by halting the murders at last, Eichmann
circumvented Himmler's orders to act in accord with “the categorical
imperative in the Third Reich, … 'Act in such a way that the Fuhrer, if he knew
your action, would approve it'” (145, 137).
For Eichmann hating Jews was not necessary in order to participate in
killing millions of them. He only
needed to conceive of them as meaningless.
Eichmann's “Him” – that is, his 'God,' the omniscient manifestation of
his society's moral code – was Hitler.
And unlike Huck, Eichmann loved his 'God' and therefore submitted. He loved the bureaucratic order of the Third
Reich, and he loved his position within
it. No serious battle needed to be
fought between conformity, conscience, and heart; all were in alignment.
In her
study of Eichmann, Arendt noted his inability “to think from the standpoint of
somebody else” (49). Yet, on some level
he did attempt to think from someone else's standpoint – Hitler's. What he lacked might more accurately be
identified as the inability to feel from someone else's standpoint. His
devotion to the Führer was not based on a close relationship with Hitler, the
man. Rather, he worshiped Hitler the symbol, the apex of a hierarchical system
of cold bureaucracy which objectified living beings. Thus even what Eichmann loved was an
object. In his analysis of modern
necrophilous societies, Erich Fromm says, “The world of life has become a world
of 'no-life'; persons have become 'non-persons,' a world of death” (389).
Is Huck's
choice universally good? Southern white
society would not have considered his decision 'good.' But to conclude that his choice is only good
in his and our opinion makes the meaning of the whole story collapse. It implies that Huck merely exercised his
preference, that there was nothing inherently good about his choice. From there, we risk descending into the
amoralism of the king and the duke, an 'every man for himself' philosophy,
according to which the point in life is to get what you can for you (and yours,
to the extent that others do something for your well-being as objects). But Huck's loyalty to Jim was nothing like
the king's and duke's selfishness; he believed he was dooming himself in order
to save Jim. On some level, we know that
we do not consider Huck's choice 'good' just because we 'like' it. Yet we must ask, how is it possible to
believe in any form of universal morality while acknowledging the clear evidence
that moral codes are not universal?
The answer
must be that his and our subjectivities themselves are what make Huck's choice
good and moral. Jim's and Huck's care
for one another, their relationship, is what is good; and our emotional
response to them and their loyalty is what is good. What is good is loving what is good. The logic seems circular, but there is no way
out of the circle. For those of us who
believe Huck's choice was good, we believe it because we feel it is
good. We cannot reduce its goodness to
self-interest; it was not in Huck's interest to burn in hell forever after he
died, which was the consequence he genuinely believed came with his
choice. Yet neither was this a kind of
abject sacrifice on behalf of Jim.
Huck's choice was an affirmation of life and growth, the life and growth
which are bound to our relationships with one another. Objects are dead, but subjects are
alive. Fromm argues that humans do not
simply have different, equally valid ways of being in the world. Analyzing past and more recent human civilizations,
he concludes that biophilia is:
a biologically normal
impulse, while necrophilia is understood as a psychopathological phenomenon. The latter necessarily emerges as the result
of stunted growth, of psychical 'crippledness.'
It is the outcome of unlived life, of the failure to arrive at a certain
stage beyond narcissism and indifference ...
Love of life or love of the dead is the fundamental alternative that
confronts every human being. Necrophilia
grows as the development of biophilia is stunted. Man is biologically endowed with the capacity
for biophilia but psychologically he has the potential for necrophilia as an
alternative solution. (406-407)
Fromm
defines biophilia as:
the passionate love of
life and of all that is alive; it is the wish to further growth, whether in a
person, a plant, an idea, or a social group.
The biophilous person prefers to construct rather than to retain. He
wants to be more rather than to have more.
He is capable of wondering, and he prefers to see something new rather
than to find confirmation of the old. He
loves the adventure of living more than he does certainty. He sees the whole rather than only the parts,
structures rather than summations. He
wants to mold and to influence by love, reason, and example; not by force, by
cutting things apart, by the bureaucratic manner of administering people as if
they were things. (406)
If
biophilia is “normal,” healthy, and thus inherently 'better' than necrophilia
with its reduction of living beings into dead objects, then acts of solidarity
and rescuing are fundamentally moral.
And deep empathy drives these acts.
Study after study links “empathic distress” to helping behavior, notes
psychologist Martin Hoffman (29-32).
This empathy goes beyond feeling briefly sad about another's suffering,
or what Jonathan Kozol calls “inert concern” which replaces action, allowing
people to feel good about their 'sadness' for others while doing nothing (Kozol
202).
In The Altruistic Personality: Rescuers of Jews
in Nazi Germany, psychologists Pearl and Samuel Oliner point out:
What distinguished rescuers
was not their lack of concern with self, external approval, or achievement, but
rather their capacity for extensive relationships – their stronger sense of
attachment to others and their feeling of responsibility for the welfare of
others. (249).
We do not
suddenly become moral in the dramatic moment of choice, the act of rescuing.
Instead, this “extensive capacity for relationships” is a continual possibility
within people, nurtured and sustained by caring for others and experiencing
their care for us. This form of empathy
demands action. It requires the taking of rights – rights to live and grow, as
so many marginalized, exploited people and their allies have done.
A moral education fosters these kinds of deep
attachments bound to a love for goodness, a commitment to caretaking, and the
strength to do what it takes to act.
That education teaches us to do what it takes to save ourselves with others,
particularly those most oppressed. And
because we are still in an immoral society, in which, for example, those who
could prevent it let 17,000 children die of starvation every single day [1](among
so many atrocities), a moral education must oppose the status quo. Whether resistance takes place in or out of
institutions, it must oppose the purpose of this society's institutions when
they work to turn out people who can be trusted to perpetuate the same unjust
system, who maintain as much privilege as they can on the backs and misery of
so many.
We have
the right to create space away from the oppression, as Huck and Jim did on the
raft. We need this space in order to
find our way to a morality of life and relationship, so we won't be asphyxiated
by the hierarchical, objectified code.
Relationships which transgress the roles and divisions meted out to us
are themselves both the raft and the journey, sustaining us and transforming
us.
In
societies dominated by callousness and cruelty toward those seen as 'other' and
'less than,' relationships with those deemed 'other' and 'less than' are
oppositional. Likewise, relationships which undermine hierarchies are
inherently oppositional. And if they
are relationships of genuine philia, they will move us to act.
When we
realize we cannot escape, whether we are cornered or choose to struggle, we
have the right to fight back on our terms, not those of the system's.
Someone once argued with me that a person refusing to go to war 'must' submit
to the prison time. These are matters of
strategy, not principle. Huck and Jim
were not obligated to go to court or lobby the legislature to do away with
slavery in an unjust system, structured in opposition to their interests. Opposed to the U.S. war against Mexico as
well as slavery, Thoreau wrote in Civil Disobedience, if an injustice
“is of such a nature that it requires you to be the agent of injustice to
another, then, I say, break the law. Let
your life be a counter-friction to stop the machine” (234). Huck broke human law and even what his
society told him was God's law – broke these laws for the sake of relationship, in order to act as a rescuer.
Dan is
gone from this university. The positions
of many deeply committed, caring, beloved professors are precarious. These are
people who transformed my life, and the lives of many others. But as I said
earlier, we lack democratic rights in our institutions. Too many of our professors can be swept away
by the austerity plans of bureaucrats.
Perhaps in
the context of this world's tragedies and atrocities, these losses seem
unimportant. But when we diminish our
own pain because it is less than that of others, we do nothing for those who
suffer even more. We enter instead into
a kind of contest in which we compete for degrees of misery so that we might
allow ourselves the right to feel what we feel.
Or we withdraw from the struggle into private despair. And too many of
those emerging from these institutions will then continue to be of the ilk that
environmental scientist David Orr has described – those highly educated people
with power, decimating life on the planet, inflicting ever more horrific
miseries onto those who already suffer most.
If our
teaching and learning and relationships in these institutions ever mattered at
all, then they are worth fighting for, both to stem the erosion that is
occurring, and to extend what is best in this education to all who are kept
out. To do that, we must stop these uppermost
layers of administrators who have set themselves over us, who insist by their
actions that they are the only 'real' citizens. We must stop them from inserting
themselves between the people for whom these institutions actually exist.
Here is
what I believe Dan did for us. He named
what Huck for so long could not name. He named Huck's relationship with Jim and
thus his choice as good and moral. He
showed us what the novel, and this crucial center in particular, meant to
him. He showed us that he loved it. And that is how we learn to love what is
good, by seeing someone else passionately advocate for good. Students waited for Dan week in and week out
because they loved him. And he loved his
students. We knew he was on our side,
that in his way, he would do what he could to 'save' us, to keep us growing as
thinkers, to move us to value rather than degrade ourselves. And he made us want to do the same for
others. Like all of the best teachers,
Dan has that “extensive capacity for relationships,” which is so bound to the
love for life – biophilia – which moves us all to be continual rescuers of one
another.
Earlier
this semester, at a time I felt particularly low, Dan responded by email to my
questions about writing and worsening self-doubt. He shared quotes from Henry David Thoreau,
Ralph Waldo Emerson, and a passage I had never read by the poet Randall
Jarrell, which begins: “Art matters not merely because it is the most important
occupation of our lives, but because it is life itself.” The passage, excerpted
from Jarrell's “The Obscurity of the Poet,” articulates beautifully and
precisely why art is crucial to our education; what complex, otherwise unobtainable
truths we learn through art; and why those truths “by their very nature, demand
to be shared,” so that “bread and justice, education and art, will be
accessible to everybody.” Dan urged me
to keep writing, to trust what the process would yield, not so that I might
compete against others, but to participate as part of “the collective we, the
democratic we.” The last lines in this
excerpt from Jarrell's work offer a resolution to the tension between an exclusionary
artistic aestheticism and the healthy striving to do our best work, as well as
a recognition of the “Excellence” of others:
Goethe said : the only
way in which we can come to terms with the great superiority of another person
is love. But we can also come to terms
with superiority, with true Excellence, by denying that such as Excellence can
exist; and in doing so, we help to destroy it and ourselves. (22,23)
Teachers
like Dan make us want to be worth their time and effort. And as we strive to be worthy, we
simultaneously learn and remember to value ourselves. In relationship with them and kindred
learners, we write our hearts out, trying to contribute words of value, not for
the sake of a grade, but to express some part of what is “life itself,” of what
is truly moral.
***
About this essay:
I knew that I would write about Jim and Huck Finn for my honor’s thesis. During my time in that American literature class of Dan’s, I was not willing to attempt it. I could not bear to do it shoddily, to trample over what was so exquisitely meaningful. I wanted so badly to do justice to that story and what it meant to him, to our class because of the way that he brought us into relationship with the story and himself, to my kids to whom I had read it while in that class, and to me. And still, reading this essay now, I want the words to be more perfect and the ideas to be much fuller. Writing can be so painful because of these inadequacies, yet it remains so necessary and worthy to try.
I knew that I would write about Jim and Huck Finn for my honor’s thesis. During my time in that American literature class of Dan’s, I was not willing to attempt it. I could not bear to do it shoddily, to trample over what was so exquisitely meaningful. I wanted so badly to do justice to that story and what it meant to him, to our class because of the way that he brought us into relationship with the story and himself, to my kids to whom I had read it while in that class, and to me. And still, reading this essay now, I want the words to be more perfect and the ideas to be much fuller. Writing can be so painful because of these inadequacies, yet it remains so necessary and worthy to try.
I have been
writing in some of these essays about the contradictions of art. The Randall Jarrell passage is another
fundamental part of that conversation. Since I have more room here than I did
in my honor’s thesis, I will end by including that passage which Dan emailed me
one day in September 2010, a day I had sprained my ankle yet again and limped
into the university library to find his message which included this:
Art matters not merely
because it is the most magnificent ornament and the most nearly unfailing
occupation of our lives, but because it is life itself. From Christ to Freud we
have believed that, if we know the truth, the truth will set us free: art is
indispensable because so much of this truth can be learned through works of art
and through works of art alone – for which of us could have learned for himself
what Proust and Chekhov, Hardy and Yeats and Rilke, Shakespeare and Homer
learned for us? And in what other way could they have made us see
the truths which they themselves saw, those differing and contradictory truths
which seem nevertheless, to the mind which contains them, in some sense a
single truth?
And all these things, by
their nature, demand to be shared; if we are satisfied to know these things
ourselves, and to look with superiority or indifference at those who do not
have that knowledge, we have made a refusal that corrupts us as surely as
anything can. If while most of our people (the descendants of those
who, ordinarily, listened to Grimm’s Tales and the ballads and the Bible; who,
exceptionally, listened to Aeschylus and Shakespeare) listen not to simple or
naïve art, but to an elaborate and sophisticated substitute for art, an
immediate and infallible synthetic as effective and terrifying as
advertisements or the speeches of Hitler – if, knowing all this, we say: Art
has always been a matter of a few, we are using a truism to hide a
disaster. One of the oldest, deepest, and most nearly conclusive
attractions of democracy is manifested in our feeling that through it not only
material but also spiritual goods can be shared: that in a democracy bread and
justice, education and art, will be accessible to everybody.
If a democracy should
offer its citizens a show of education, a sham art, a literacy more dangerous
than their old illiteracy, then we should have to say that it is not a
democracy at all, but one more variant of those “People’s Democracies” which
share with any true democracy little more than the name. Goethe
said: the only way in which we can come to terms with the great superiority of
another person is love. But we can also come to terms with
superiority, with true Excellence, by denying that such a thing as Excellence
can exist; and, in doing so, we help to destroy it and ourselves.
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